It's supposed to feel like peace, joy, patience, long suffering. Like the closing scene of a wholesome family movie - full of hope and promise.

Trusting God isn't supposed to feel like my skin doesn't fit right. Like my head and my heart are playing a no-holds-bar game of tug-a-war. It's not supposed to feel an invisible weight sitting on my life.

Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. THEN you will learn to know God's will for you... Romans 12:2.

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11.

And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them. Romans 8: 28.

You need not be afraid of sudden disaster or the destruction that comes to the wicked, for the Lord is your security. He will keep your foot from being caught in the trap. Proverbs 3:25-26.

"My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts," says the Lord. "And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:8-9.

And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue His good work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns. Romans 12:2.

Now that. That makes it easier.